I've only a few days left before the start of the 1st sem, and as usual, I'm worried about this year's load. I sometimes doubt if I would really be able to push through with my course , especially whenever I realize that this is only sort of high school for me, and I wouldn't be able to live out my dream of being fully independent until at least another decade. I'm also doubting myself if I would be able to handle all of this year's load and still stay perfectly sane. *sigh* But then, this might just turn out like the Math course I took last summer, the task may seem daunting at first, but I could be lucky enough to land in the right professors.

I seriously think that my brain has turned into fodder this summer, and I learned nothing at all except for being a bum every damn second of my life. I tried out some tutorials for Photoshop, but i never finished any of them and they just ended up in the trash bin, but i still haven't given up on vector art. Right now, it still looks like crap, as I just can't get the ears right. I doubt if the crappiness'll change, but I'm about to finish off.